I don’t have dreams, I have goals

So i made the decision to return to an office job, several said that seems weird based on what i said i’d do, some think i’ve given up on my goals and reverted to status quo, some say they knew i’d do that all along, but then these people don’t really know me. Let’s get… Continue reading I don’t have dreams, I have goals

My first weeks in my new life

It’s no secret that over the last 18-24 months i’ve been restless, inspired by people that have far less than me and uninspired that have more than me. I longed for the simple life i had 15+ years ago, when i appreciated the small things more, wasn’t as greedy and unsatisfied as i am now.… Continue reading My first weeks in my new life

The part time husband, long term marriage story

A few years ago my life was so busy, I was travelling a lot all over Europe, arriving home on a Friday night, Sally would do my washing on Saturday, and then pack again (and sometimes leave again) on a Sunday. It got to a point where I was away from home for almost a… Continue reading The part time husband, long term marriage story

Maybe I’m not scared to death right now, maybe I’m literally scared of death now

My previous blog talked about how I’m scared to death of the changes coming up in my life. I sit at home worrying about this more and more, it’s like a never ending circle, but it will have an end, it’s just taking a while (12 weeks today infact). I today broke down and cried… Continue reading Maybe I’m not scared to death right now, maybe I’m literally scared of death now

I feel scared to death right now

2017 was going so well, the change to a new team in Human Resources was going well, a great group of people in a function which I hoped was very aligned to my dreams of simply helping people. I was relatively injury free, no hip and hamstring problems apart from one small scare. I had… Continue reading I feel scared to death right now

Happiness, running, food and alcohol

I receive daily motivational quotes in my in-box, the other day I received the following “Happiness comes of the capacity to feel deeply, to enjoy simply, to think freely, to be needed” – Storm Jameson This makes total sense to me, it’s how I value happiness in my life right now, what does happiness mean… Continue reading Happiness, running, food and alcohol